as sad as it may sound that I need a boyfriend (or a boy friend), its just true. I need that one person I can always depend on to comfort me and selflessly give up their time for me when I need it because I don’t have family with me or high school friends that I grew up with that I can depend on in Irvine.
I’m beginning to go back to that stage where I question the people in my life. who do I really consider a friend anymore? Been thinking about going to Vegas to celebrate my 21st but the truth is…..there isn’t really anyone I want to celebrate it with. There are people I COULD celebrate it with…but the thought of planning it all out and going through all the trouble makes it seem not worth it anymore. Am I just being lazy and whiny, or am I hanging out with the wrong crowd? Hmm…
Made a huge mistake this year and I’m hoping I can somehow power through the negative effects it has left on me.



